{"id":2872,"date":"2002-09-10T21:52:02","date_gmt":"2002-09-11T02:52:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hill-kleerup.org\/blog\/wp\/?p=2872"},"modified":"2002-09-10T21:52:02","modified_gmt":"2002-09-11T02:52:02","slug":"thoughts_on_the","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hill-kleerup.org\/blog\/2002\/09\/10\/thoughts_on_the.html","title":{"rendered":"Thoughts on the Eve"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I was in my office, doing something or another business-like.<\/p>\n<p>The phone rang.  It was Venus, the Business Continuity specialist down in Houston who worked for me at the time.  &#8220;Did you hear?  A plane crashed into the World Trade Center.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Jeez.  I conjured images of a little Piper Cub slamming into some offices.  God, if it happened in my old office downtown, dozens could have been hurt or killed.  &#8220;Huh.  That&#8217;ll drum up some support for BC efforts for sure.  Thanks.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I got off the phone, tried to pull up CNN.com.  No dice.  ABCnews.com.  Nope.  Finally hunted down the BBC, which remained the most reliable site all day.<\/p>\n<p>Someone suggested we call 11 September &#8220;Holy Fu<!-- remember -->cking S<!-- remember -->hit Day.&#8221;  They&#8217;re right, because those were the words I thought to myself as I saw the headlines that (a) it was an actual passenger jet, like I&#8217;ve flown on a hundred times, (b) there were now <i>two <\/i>impacts, and thus concluded (c) <i>it was intentional<\/i>.<\/p>\n<p>Somebody had intentionally attacked the WTC via hijacking.  How incredibly fuc<!-- incredibly -->ked up a mind would it take to do that?<\/p>\n<p>Not much work got done the rest of the day.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;d just started this blog a few weeks earlier.  It gave me an outlet, someplace to put down what I was thinking, but looking back at those posts (which I may or may not quote from tomorrow, on <i>Der Tag<\/i>), I was already frantically emotionally distancing myself from the whole horror.<\/p>\n<p>Did the world change?  Was everything different?  Yes and no.<\/p>\n<p>No, since life goes on.  While there will be moments of silence and observances and considerations and religious hoohah for me tomorrow, I also have work assignments to deal with, the CIO and my former supervisor (one of his direct reports) are coming to town, and ob-la-di-ob-la-da life goes on.<\/p>\n<p>But in a fundamental way, things <i>are <\/i>different.  In this country we are addressing profound questions of where we want to go as a nation.  Internally, we are struggling with those who wish to impose order and (they say) security, and those who cling to our cherished freedoms.  Externally, we&#8217;re dealing with deciding whether we use &#8220;harsh language&#8221; or Army Rangers and Stealth Bombers to deal with those who we consider a threat, either present or future.<\/p>\n<p>Life goes on.  But the events of 11 September, and what came after it, will be seen as a major turning point in American society, and in its foreign affairs, for decades to come.<\/p>\n<p>And for me?  <\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m glad I&#8217;m home with Margie, and Katherine, and both are safe, and I&#8217;m a lot more willing to do what I have to in order to keep them that way.<\/p>\n<p>Life goes on, but differently in some ways.  And maybe that&#8217;s just how life goes on all the time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I was in my office, doing something or another business-like. The phone rang. 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