I have instructions from where the bus left me off on how to get to the inexpensive hotel that has been recommended to me. It is late, and the air is chill with the fog that is rolling into the city.
It is not how I pictured America, but I am free.
I hear steps behind me as I walk the dark streets. I am on guard, a thousand dangers haunting me, though I do not look back. I force calm upon myself, consider the three colors of the Autumn Gate, the five sounds of the Falls of Silver Joy, and the nine paths to obedient virtue.
Those last are always the hardest, which makes them the best calming discipline.
A hand grabs my upper right arm, a voice grunts out something unintelligile, vile in tone, unmistakable in threat.
I let the pull swing me around, add to the movement, bring the arm clenched to my left side explode forward, propelled by my left hip, driving the fingers straight and rigid into the throat of the man who grabbed me.
A crunch of cartilage, and the man is staggering back, clutching his neck, eyes bulging, trying to breath past the smashed windpipe, the welling of blood. He trips, goes down hard to the sidewalk, still noiseless, staring at me, staring at the sky, scrabbling on the ground beside him.
His eyes roll upward, his body spasms, still without breath.
He passes out. He will be dead in a minute or two.
I stare down at him. I have fought a thousand, ten thousand practice bouts in the Courts. I have been taught by great warriors, by subtle assassins, by creatures of beauty and creatures of horror. The dragons gave me strength and speed, and the training to kill with a touch.
I have never killed a human before.
I stare down at him a moment longer. Then, as silent as he, I turn and run for the hotel, as the demons of Diyu pursued me, though I am never able to escape that moment again.